You find it easier to mistrust me than to trust me.
You're so used to people around you to think and feel bad things toward you, that you've become to consider those much more real, much more likely to be true. When people feel good things, you find it very hard to believe. So when the hint of a bad thing pops up, despite all the good things you know, you're very quick to believe it. You're so used to being hurt that you embrace it when it happens as something painful, but familiar. Being loved is so foreign to you that you immediately discard it when the more familiar hurt comes up: because at least you're used to that and know how to act..
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