Saturday, July 24, 2010

It's all about her. It's not that other people don't do it, or haven't done it.
It's that i have to be with her, not them.
And if it happened before, it means there's something inside her that might still be there. Can i compete? Is that what makes it so wrong?

We are the sum of our experiences

Today is the first day of my life.
First time i have no answers, no opinions. Like a newborn. Clamouring for insights, for ways to know left from right. I have absolutely no answers. I've been a hypocrite all my life.
There's a stark difference between kidding around and reality.
That difference being that reality smacks you in the face like a freight trein crushing a barrier you've only crossed as a kid fooling around.
Yeah you see it on tv. Yeah i've joked about it. But :) now that i'm faced with the cold hard fact of reality, it's freakish and strange.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Queens Of The Stone Age - Sick, Sick, Sick

Make something, make someone
Beg on a knee, baby baby please
Pout your bottom lip
While cracking the whip
You know what we want,
It's candy to cum to...

Julian's gone solo

anger is weakness patience is strength
sin is honoring desire above what you know is right

Julian Casablancas- Velvet Snow